Friendship fix?

So I have this friend that I feel judged by because of some of my actions. My problem with it is I have become close with this friend and she means a lot. However, I don't know if I can continue to be good friends with someone who so strongly disapproves of my actions. I know I need to talk to her but I don't want to get hurt again by some of the things she has said. I know when she says stuff it's more general and she doesn't realize how it applies to my life and effects my feelings. Her saying that if you know your sinning and keep doing it that you will be judge makes me want to curl up and die.

Ever since last year my whole life got shaken up especially my faith and I feel like every time I try and turn back and reach out to my community I feel shut-down, shut-out, alone, hurt, disappointed in myself and like I am a bad person and a bad christian. Sometimes I don't see the point in it all anymore. I want out of the politics, the judgement. I want everyone to be real, I wish I could be real without the fear of everyone turning on me. I can only imagine if I told everyone whats going on in my life. People would turn away and I wouldn't be allowed at camp anymore and that would kill me.