Happiness, I think I've found it sometimes and in a man no less. I feel so safe and at home with him, which helps bring some normalcy to my life right now. I woke up this morning and for a while just watched him sleep which might sound creepy but he looked so peaceful and content. I wish life could always be like that, I know it can't be which also brings it's blessings as well as hardships. But when i am actually 80 (not just 22 and acting like I'm 80) I still want to be waking up and watching him sleep.
I read an article in a magazine today about "not being a starter wife" basically how people go into marriages these days expecting things to be rosy, expecting the the person to be their soul mate and when hard times happen want to bail because they are not getting anything out of it. For so many reasons I don't want to make these mistakes. I know from modelling that things aren't always rosy but I want this to stick! I feel this deep longing in the bottom of my soul for him that I have never felt in my life. I think we compliment each other well having some similar interests (I like to bake and he likes to eat haha) but also having separate things that make us who we are.
I don't want to say I'm settling or putting up with something but I know that I wont always love all of his qualities and he wont always love all of mine. I already know he doesn't like when I send useless text messages with no point and I swear I try not to do it as much. But the point of all of this is to say if you look past those little thing if you can still love someone you can make it work. Another friend told me that the main keys to a good relationship are compromise, communication and understanding. Good solid advice that I am trying hard to live by.
All of this rambling to say for today I feel extremely happy!
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